December 2009
7 posts
greaterthings:
And now that your here, everything is different, everything’s so different.
I know I’m not the same. My life you’ve changed.
I want to be with you. I need to be with you.
So why am I running away? Why am I not taking the time I know I need?
I hear noises in the other room. Random. I need to go to bed. Fuck…
Praying for you man. Run to him. Don’t let the circumstances...
I love this!
I think that this fear plays a large portion in all of our spiritual lives. I think that the devil knows we fear losing any type of love, even if it is the smallest fraction of love out there. I think he knows this and uses it to keep us where we are at. Because this same idea is applied to God. We are all afraid to be honest to even ourselves. If we don’t like who we are how could God ever love...
Dear Jesus
I need your help. Please keep me on a path of healing. I need you! Thank you for the people you put in my life to express yourself to me. Help me to feel you when I think I am alone. Thank you for loving me. Please help me feel it. Thank you so much!
Fear #2
Oh yeah, and Fear, you have not just been a nemesis! You have been a companion, a dysfunctional, destructive companion! I am divorcing you today! I am so tired of your voice. It rips at my nerves and fuels my anxiety. I regret the day I met you. I totally reject the way you have influenced me to live. You are like a parasite who has attached yourself to me! You steal the sustenance that...
Fear
Fear, you are my nemesis! how long will I fight with you? How long will I let you win? I have an answer for you. Not long! You have caused me to not love myself, worse, you have driven me to fear loving God. My relationships are tainted and my trust is weak due to your constant lies. Fear, I hate you. For years I have asked you to stop tormenting, to stop trying to possess me. I am done...
Christina
I wish you could see past the hurt that leads you to hate you.
If only you could see the value of you to the King who gave his life for you.
Maybe….maybe you could start to believe that you are worth it, that you are loved beyond anything you could possibly comprehend.
My heart breaks for you in your loneliness and despair.
Crying with you saturday night and saying those words to you...
Ryan Forsell
Who are you? Where did you come from? What an amazing blessing from God! What a gift you are my friend! Words could never come close to conveying the depth and complexity of who you are! All I can say is that when it comes to thinking about you, I am constantly thankful, incredibly grateful! You have been, and always are, a reminder of who Jesus is to me. You are the living, breathing...