I crave it and fear it. I long for it yet run from it. I hate the quiet but I need it. Restoration can come in isolation. The silence affords me the opportunity to focus on what I usually miss; the wind in the trees, the bee that just buzzed by, the birds singing, pine cones falling. I hear a very clear voice from God saying, “be with me”. Maybe that is why I sometimes run. I will be with you Lord. Here I am. Help me listen.