Wow God!  You are awesome!  That was not a very long time to wait!  Thank you Jesus for the light of your sacrifice on the cross for me!  I mean it!  Thank you for the radiance of the cross that shines to expose the darkest and most hidden parts of this soul.  Thank you for the cleansing and the wiping out of deception that light brings.  Thank you for your cross that casts out the fear that darkness and sin bring.  I love you.  I am so sorry that I have taken your cross casually. I want to live in such a way that I honor your sacrifice, your amazing gift!  I want to live in the light.  Thank you Jesus!